” Fu Shen paced back and forth on the forest path, restraining himself multiple times, finally unable to hold back, roaring with blazing anger: “Yan Meng Gui, I want to cherish you like a precious treasure, and in your heart, I’m just ‘forcing myself’? Has your conscience been eaten by a dog?!” As someone who came from the battlefield, when truly angry, his voice seemed to contain blood and cold light, with an overwhelming momentum. Yet Yan Xiaohan, after being scolded head-on, felt a slightly morbid sense of relief. ”I’ve wronged him,” he thought to himself. He knew Fu Shen loved him, but daily indulgence was one thing, and a young master unused to hardship lowering himself was another. “Birds of the same forest fly separately in great disaster” – this saying wasn’t wrong. If one person has fallen into an abyss, must they drag another down to prove their deep love? After Fu Shen’s outburst, his anger remained, but his mind had calmed. Yan Xiaohan’s gaze was ethereal and uncertain, seeming both sad and joyful. Fu Shen knew he was somewhat affected by the drugs, and when his mood was low, feelings of disgust would grow like poisonous weeds. Fu Shen not only had to satisfy his physical desires but also constantly pay attention to his emotional changes. The only thing he didn’t understand was why Yan Xiaohan always felt he was a burden. As he thought this, he also asked it out loud. Yan Xiaohan, seemingly unprepared for such frankness, paused before saying: “I… “
became poisoned due to my own carelessness, yet causing you to exhaust yourself. Your leg injury is not yet healed, and you should have been resting in Beijing, but you travel everywhere for me… I have not been able to take care of you, and instead repeatedly become your burden.”
Fu Shen responded: “According to your logic, no one owes anyone anything. So why should you take care of me?”
“Lord Yan, do you think I married you for your vast wealth, or for your third-rank official position?” he said with a cold laugh. “Looking at it this way, I, with no official position and disabled, should be your burden. What do you say?”
Yan Xiaohan could not bear hearing the word “disabled” from his mouth, saying gravely: “Don’t talk nonsense.”
