I kissed him back, matching his passion. Our lips and tongues intertwined, and our bodies entwined.
My response made him even more uncontrollable, his hot palm covering my chest. Where the cool air met his heat, I trembled, tightening my arms around him. His aggressive dominance and excited response made my entire body weak, every nerve jumping with excitement.
His probing, exploration, and possession were something I didn’t refuse.
The rain poured heavily, reflecting nearby lights, misty like smoke. The cherry blossom tree swayed, floating like drifting clouds.
Bewitched by the night, I thought: I want to give him my first time, without expecting anything in return, hoping my young body would bloom before him like a cherry blossom, etching fleeting passion on my body and his memory. I wouldn’t be a passing cloud; I wanted to give my first time to the man I love most, with no regrets.
Looking back, I realize how foolish I was!
Those who have loved must have moments of madness!
Do you know the next line of ‘Pi Yi Dai Shui Yu He Qiu’? “Qing Lian Si Yi Ren Jun You…” This man! No one can match his shamelessness! But I just like him! In a tranquil world, only our heavy breathing surrounds us.
When everything ended, our fingers intertwined, wet palms pressed together. “Sweetie, I’m sorry!” “You don’t need to apologize; you didn’t force me!” I never regretted giving myself to him, not at the time or later. “I’m sorry… I shouldn’t have given up on you.” He held my shoulders and embraced me, letting my face rest on his shoulder. “I shouldn’t have proposed breaking up.”
If we were to break up, you should have been the one to say it…” His words seemed to express a desire to get back together.
“It’s already in the past,” I sighed.
“Can you forgive me?”
“No!” He broke up with me on a whim and now wants to reconcile just as impulsively—how embarrassing for me! However, one’s happiness is more important than pride. I hesitated and then said, “Unless you explain everything clearly so that I can consider forgiving you.”
