Her panicked face flashed through his mind. At that moment, he hated himself so much for not being able to wipe away the tears at the corner of her eyes. Here is the English of the provided Chinese text:
A feeling of powerlessness gradually overwhelmed me. I tried hard to open my eyes, but they felt as heavy as if they were weighed down by lead. I longed to gaze upon that familiar face, now so helpless, the pain piercing my heart. I truly wanted to look at her just one more time, but alas, fate had other plans, and as darkness fell, I could no longer open my eyes… I felt my heart rotting away, deeply understanding what it means to be in unbearable agony. I was so scared, so scared that the love he had for her, the affection he felt, would rot away… because his heart was filled with her…
I heard her heart-wrenching screams, sensed something was wrong with her, and desperately wanted to open my eyes to see her, but I just couldn’t. The smell of blood filled my nostrils, and the sound of the grand hall collapsing echoed, mixed with her roars and the thick scent of blood. Girl, what’s wrong with you? I felt you drifting further away from me. The familiar scent of cherry blossoms no longer lingered, replaced by the nauseating smell of blood. My mind was slowly going blank, and to my surprise, I found I could no longer recall her face clearly, just a vague, sweet smile. Girl, what should I do? I can’t remember what you look like, yet my heart feels nothing, so numb. I detest this feeling. Memories slowly crept back. It was the first time I saw her, on that cloud, a girl of unparalleled beauty sleeping peacefully on the clouds. The pure white, untainted clouds matched her perfectly, her smile equally pure, shaking my heart for the first time, hearing a sound of something breaking somewhere. She slept sweetly, deeply, even the breeze caressing her cheek was gentle, as if afraid to disturb this ethereal beauty. Who was she? At that moment, a seed of unknown origin was planted in my heart.
