Wey, Yan (tearfully): “Never offend the author, we are the cautionary tale~~”
Ultimately, Shui Zi Wey and I did not leave Cang Country. Actually, even if we left, what difference would it make?
We are both people without a home, going anywhere would be the same. Since Cang Lian has already let me go, staying in Cang Country is still the same. I just don’t want to see those people anymore, don’t want to recall my past.
Wey really left, and in just a few days, he had already built a house here with his own hands, without anyone’s help.
“Wey, we’ll plant a large field of purple zi flowers in front of this house, light purple zi flowers surrounding the entire house, it’ll be so beautiful! Look over there, I’ll put a swing between those two trees, and we can sit and enjoy moments of peace in our free time. And that small lake can be used for fishing. When we get tired of vegetables from our land, we’ll fish ourselves!” I smiled brightly, constantly talking about the home I had always imagined for myself. Now, finally – I can have a peaceful home.
Shui Zi Wey looked at my smile, happiness hanging in his eyes, silently smiling: “As long as you like it! If this is what you want, if this is the home you hope for, then we’ll make it like this!” He spoke with a smile, but his thoughts had already drifted somewhere else.
Every time I see him in a daze, I start to fear. I’m afraid he’s thinking of someone else, afraid that when he suddenly looks up and calls my name, he’ll be calling someone else’s name.
He doesn’t expose it, and I can pretend to not know forever, but if one day he reveals his true feelings, I won’t even be able to deceive myself.
“Well… could you help me make a stool without corners, Wey! Come inside and I’ll teach you how!” I pulled his hand and said.
Shui Zi Wey obediently followed me inside, didn’t ask any questions. He just listened to all my arrangements, did everything for me!
