He was seething with anger. “You’re only seventeen, I’m doing this for your own good!”
“How annoying. I hate hearing this kind of talk.” Qingjian coldly retorted, “I loathe you!”
Heartache! Hearing these words, Wenshan felt as if a knife had been brutally stabbed into his heart. “You’re not speaking from your heart! Qingjian, would you be happy if I left you? Answer me, only if you outright reject me will I give up!”
How could I possibly be happy without you? The heart of a lover can be so painful! Qingjian maintained a cold demeanor, “Yes, you can give up now.” Falling in love with a man was already wrong, let alone this man who has a happy life.
“No, I will never give up!” Zhong Wenshan, already heading towards the door, suddenly turned back and rushed to him. “Qingjian, I promise I will make you happy, I haven’t given you anything yet!” He looked at him earnestly, “You are so afraid of love, you must doubt my feelings for you. Don’t be afraid, my future is tightly linked with yours, please believe in me.”
“Then prove it to me!” Qingjian threw away his cigarette and grabbed his collar. “If you can’t prove it, don’t talk about believing or not believing anymore!”
“Like this, can I prove it?” Zhong Wenshan pinned him down on the bed, pulling down the zipper of his jeans. His lips sealed his lips.
He yearned for Wenshan’s embrace. Qingjian, you’ve changed completely! He also quickened his movements to undress Wenshan.
A bout of intense physical activity. Zhong Wenshan embraced Qingjian; had they really become one?
“You fool! You’re holding me so tightly it hurts!” Qingjian lay on his arm. “Wenshan, will God forgive me? Have I ruined your happiness?”
“You haven’t ruined it; you’ve given me happiness.” Wenshan kissed his lips. “Because of your appearance, I’ve re-recognized what I truly need.”
“You mean music?”
“Not just music, but you as well. I’ve gone from cherishing your talent to loving you as a person.” Wenshan’s fingers lifted his face, his deep eyes gazing at him.
Putting all hopes of happiness on one person is foolish, but I won’t push him away anymore! “Wenshan, look at me for a lifetime!” Their lips met again, bodies pressed tightly together.
