“Many friends were lamenting that mom shouldn’t have hidden it from us, not to undergo surgery or chemotherapy. Only Aunt Li said there was a reason for mom’s decision. When Uncle Shen had stomach cancer, he underwent surgery and chemotherapy several times, losing all his hair, only to prolong his life by three years. Mom’s illness, in its advanced stage, even with treatment, would just be buying time.” Xu Ke held back tears, pursing her lips in silence. Indeed, some things are done knowing they are futile.
“Mom, before she passed, specifically called me over to tell me some things.”
“Was it about me?”
“Yes, she told me to take good care of you.”
“You’ve taken very good care of me already, like a true brother would.”
“Mom also asked if I liked you.” Xu Ke was startled, feeling a bit awkward.
“I said, I do. But this liking can advance or retreat. If it retreats, it’s the affection of siblings or friends. If it advances, it’s the affection of lovers.” Xu Ke nervously clenched her hands, fearing he would continue. Yin Wan Cheng changed the subject, “Mom knew you were pregnant; it was Shao’s mom who told her. Shao’s mom wanted her to find Li Jinghua to bring Shen Mu back. Shao’s mom was worried about you, although she didn’t say anything on the surface, she was privately anxious, still hoping you and Shen Mu would reconcile, giving the child legitimacy and a father.”
Xu Ke didn’t respond, feeling guilty. Shao Yiping indeed hadn’t said much, but her concern was evident.
“Mom said that since Shen Mu did what he did, even if he returned with a change of heart to take responsibility, he couldn’t be trusted. So, mom didn’t tell Aunt Li about your pregnancy. She said she was more at ease handing you over to me. She wanted us to get married.” Xu Ke was embarrassed and quickly said, “Don’t feel pressured because of mom’s last words.”
