Tucked back into bed, hearing his departing footsteps, I pressed my hand on my chest, causing cold sweat to pour from the pain. I transformed the overflowing blood into tiny blood people, infused with immortal qi, and said: “Quickly return to the divine realm and seek help, find someone to rescue me.”
Dozens of blood people fell to the ground, seeping into it. I closed my eyes again. Blood people formed from heart’s blood are more powerful; perhaps they could successfully escape this orchard.
What an unlucky year. Could this be the legendary personal fate year?
This sleep was still restless. When I woke up, Mu Chen was sitting nearby. There was no lamp in the room, and seeing his barely visible figure startled me.
“Awake?”
As always, with his arrogant tone and uncompromising attitude, I mumbled: “Mm.”
Returning to the room, the bed was already made. As Mu Chen laid me down and covered me with soft padding, I felt a bad premonition.
That Su Su had lived with him and might have had intimate relations, but I’m not Su Su! If he turns out to be a beast, should I castrate him or… castrate him?!
In fact, I worried unnecessarily. He lay on one side, said “Sleep,” and truly fell asleep.
Seeing he seemed deeply asleep, I carefully prepared to turn and escape under the cover of night. Just as I moved one foot, he grabbed my wrist. His eyes gleamed in the moonlight, making my spine chill. I stammered: “I, I want to use the toilet…”
Mu Chen pressed his thin lips. I pulled back my foot and said seriously: “I don’t want to go now.”
After a moment, while I was still plotting, he suddenly spoke: “I will slowly help you remember what happened before.”
I paused: “I’m fine now.”
He didn’t let go of my hand and turned to face me: “Why?”
Every time I try to recall past events, I get a headache. It’s better to forget them completely.
If someone said I look like Shu Shu, I would absolutely not believe it, but when you add up the voice, Ya Ya, the thousand-year-old memory loss, I can no longer find an excuse to refute these facts.
I am Shu Shu, but I don’t want to recover my previous memories.



