“Fool, how could I die? I haven’t even told you I like you… With his cough, a large amount of blood surged from his throat.
I desperately tried to stop him: “No, please don’t speak anymore, a doctor—yes, I’ll go find a doctor for you…”
“It’s useless…” Xi Linyan weakly shook his head: “I just… lied to you again… The poison of ‘Tilting City’s Love’ hasn’t been resolved, even if… even if you find a doctor… they can’t save me!”
I couldn’t help but let go of his hand, stand up, stagger back several steps, and angrily say: “You, you bastard—”
Xi Linyan weakly laughed: “You’re right… I am a bastard, so, Xin… Xin’ran, don’t be sad for me, because… because it’s not worth it! Cough, cough…”
I don’t know how I suddenly found the strength, I pushed Mu Zixu and ran outside, with Mu Zixu anxiously calling behind me: “Girl, where are you going?”
I turned my head, looked at him, and said word by word with utmost seriousness: “Xu, I’m sorry, I can’t marry you!”
“Why?” he was shocked.
I looked at him and slowly raised my lips, revealing the most brilliant smile, “I suddenly realized that all these years, my dependence on you was just a habit, it was not love. Now, I want to find my true love. Dear, bless me!”
In the moment I lowered my head, tears slid down my cheek. Actually, what I wanted to say was: Xu, I’m sorry, please forgive my selfishness. I have fallen in love with someone else!
I don’t know how I can cross over again, but I believe I can, I will definitely return to that person’s side, that fool who is himself incredibly stupid, yet still desperately calls me an idiot…
In this world, there are those who are passionately in love (6)
I ran wildly, without a target, without direction, thinking in my heart: perhaps, if I keep running like this, until I’m exhausted, until I lose consciousness, I might return to Xi Linyan’s side.
