I truly regret that farewell kiss I gave Long Er. I was originally determined to refuse, but Long Er cried because he was about to leave us forever, because of your disgust towards him, and because of my rejection. So he decided to go resign from his job.
He asked me: “Will we still be ‘siblings’ in the future?” I answered that it was impossible. He said: “If we happen to meet on the road in the future, I hope you won’t run away immediately.”
“At the time, I was uncertain, but now I can write the answer with certainty: I would definitely run away. I really. Really love you, to an immeasurable extent. I am not what you think – not fickle, not two-timing. I won’t leave, I want no one but you, I don’t want to lose you. Master, I have thought it through carefully. To avoid being scolded when you wake up, I decided to wander alone, waiting for the day your anger subsides, and I will naturally return to beg for reconciliation. During the days away from you, I only hope you can quickly calm your anger, and I will reflect on myself, absolutely preventing the same thing from happening again.
Mimi’s pen. Gu Feiyang’s heartbroken hand tightly gripped the letter. Closing his black eyes, he let the pain pierce his heart. “Mimi, you fool, I never truly wanted to drive you away. Why couldn’t you be thick-skinned and persist a little longer for me? You fool…” The little woman who occupied his heart had actually fled without hesitation… That fool! Just afraid of being scolded! If she had just shamelessly stayed, he could have found a way down gracefully, and he swore he would forgive her. Oh… damn! He regretted it so much! Why did he drive her away? Why did he insist she take the initiative to stay before he would feel satisfied?
Gu Feiyang buried his face in his palms, experiencing the heart-wrenching pain alone. No! No!”
