Qiao Yu couldn’t articulate exactly how Jian Ning had changed. But he had a feeling that the current Jian Ning was completely different from the Jian Ning from two years ago.
…
Qiao Yu dazedly thought, was it because of these changes in Jian Ning… because she was so different from before, that she attracted him, attracted his alternate personality, making him completely unlike himself?
Before this.
If someone had told Qiao Yu that one day he would break down emotionally because of a woman, cry easily, with all his emotions at her mercy, completely losing himself.
Qiao Yu would have said that person was crazy.
But now…
Qiao Yu covered his face, his mind a mess.
He didn’t know what to do.
He didn’t even need to call Dr. Chi to consult; he knew in his heart.
…The fusion with his alternate personality had become an irreversible fact.
If the situation wasn’t getting worse, he wouldn’t have so many abnormal actions.
But it was different from his initial strong resistance.
Rarely.
Qiao Yu hesitated about this fact, unsure.
Should he resolutely oppose the fusion with his alternate personality, fighting to the death without compromise? Or just let it go… allow the alternate personality to gradually seep into his brain, allow himself to return to his original self, even if he would become weak, sensitive, and have other issues?
Qiao Yu was indecisive.
For Jian Ning, he…
Qiao Yu took a deep breath. What made him feel most desperate was that deep down, he was actually more inclined towards the second idea!
Why?
Did Jian Ning deserve this?
If in the end, he truly willingly merged with his alternate personality, allowing his entire heart to drown in Jian Ning’s palm, then…
Would she betray him?
Would she be happy because of his choice?
Would she…
He had no grasp, could not be certain.
After spinning in circles with his thoughts, Qiao Yu was utterly defeated.
Qiao Yu hugged his knees, resting his chin on his arms, staring blankly through the gaps in the railing at the empty space ahead.
After an unknown amount of time, Qiao Yu sighed, putting aside these messy thoughts, preparing to check the time to see if Jian Ning was about to get off work and he needed to prepare dinner.
