This judgment is fair to me, I have no objection. Looking back, there’s nothing lost. For twenty years, these two brothers have always been my support. I was born timid, without courage, unable to take a single step. I’m already over thirty, not knowing how to live independently. I’m afraid that when my hair turns white, it will be because of my incompetence and pain. Another possibility is that I will seek new support – finding it is good, not finding it is also good, these are just redundant thoughts. But if I leave now, I’ll be very happy.
If you’re in a hurry, just maintain the original judgment. I don’t know if you can apply for a death sentence for me. I want to stay whole.
Dong Jiayang repeated: “Fairness and justice are brighter than the sun. That’s right. I like it very much. When you were taking notes, you were always very successful. Everyone joined the Party, so you should be able to correctly understand this sentence. The fairness is not what you imagine, and justice is not what you imagine. It’s just like the white color in color theory. Why can the prism decompose white light into seven colors? Because white light is composed of different wavelength light rays. Different wavelengths of light rays have different refraction rates in the prism, and the angles they deflect when passing through the prism are different, so they separate. But this does not prevent them from recombining into white again. This is the complete essence of fairness and justice.”
Jia Ruoyu quietly put down the teacup, raised her head: “It’s like there are differences, but not the differences you imagine.”
Dong Jiayang leaned back on the chair, no longer speaking, just lighting another cigarette. The blue smoke curled up under the sunlight, blurring Jia Ruoyu’s face. Smoke drifted in the room like river colors, making him recall the mountain stream, and further, thinking of the three rivers flowing together, pouring over the river surface, the lock of spring deep.
After the incident at the small building, Song Yanru still looked at him with such concentration, as if she couldn’t bear to move her gaze away. This gaze had a hint of tenderness, but not quite love. Her unblinking eyes made Xia Mou’s face flush with heat.
