“So, it happened,” Du Fei Yan looked at her with interest for a long time: “And, it felt good, right?”
Xiao Su Su covered her face, not daring to answer.
Although they had never deeply discussed bedroom matters, Du Fei Yan keenly sensed that Su Su’s past sexual life was not harmonious. She viewed it as a path of fear, keeping her husband outside her heart. Judging from Tang Hua’s personality, he should be the type who would not force anyone after getting no response and making ineffective efforts, which had caused the couple to live separately for nearly four years.
So, what caused this situation to change? How did she transform from fear to a blush of understanding?
“I’m bad,” Xiao Su Su said after a long time, her voice choked, the crimson gradually fading, turning pale as she thought of her selfishness.
“I used him.”
“What?” When it comes to love and intimacy, as long as both parties are happy, there’s no question of using or not using, right?
“Fei Yan, I’ve been so lonely these years, so afraid of loneliness, that my body accepted him because I wanted to keep him by my side, to continuously draw from his goodness. I used my body to bewitch him. I feel so terrible!”
“Su Su, you’re overthinking. Actually, well, although I have no experience, from what I know, bodily responses are not controlled by reason. Just because you decide to use someone doesn’t mean you’ll climax during sex. Like the opposite sex you fear, you can accept Tang Hua touching you, but that doesn’t mean you’d accept other men. Let me put it this way, if another man could provide the same care as Tang Hua, would you unhesitatingly throw yourself into his arms?”
Xiao Su Su said softly: “I don’t know. I’ve never been with another man.”
“Try to imagine.”
“I can’t.” How could she imagine something she’s never experienced? Moreover, she was terrified of men.
??, surrendered! Du Fei Yan tapped her forehead, not entirely sure if that night at Shan Lin Xi meant anything.
But at least it could prove that Tang Hua was still deeply attracted to Su Su, and Su Su didn’t dislike Tang Hua.
