He disguised himself well, with love in his eyes that was pure and clean, hiding his unknown side completely, not revealing a trace.
However, precisely because he acted so well, Chen Jing did not believe him.
When she first wrote this book, Chen Jing had just graduated from college, experiencing the cruelty of reality for the first time – her boyfriend of two years broke up with her, her boss was unsympathetic at work, and her life was a mess.
At that time, the male protagonists she wrote were entirely for venting. When she got carried away writing, she made them as passionate as possible, shaping the male lead into a pathetic character who couldn’t live without the female lead.
Anyway, she would forget after writing, and it was destined to fail, so she was happy and didn’t care.
But now…
Chen Jing rubbed her temples, closed her eyes to feign sleep, and cursed herself in her heart.
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Xu Chengan’s happiness value dropped to 1%, and she should bear a significant responsibility.
Why did Xu Chengan lack a sense of security? Why didn’t he feel happy despite being in a relationship with her? Why did he hide his unhappiness and grievances?
Wasn’t it because she didn’t love him?
In the book, Xu Chengan loved Shen Ran deeply. From the moment Shen Ran transferred to their school in high school, Xu Chengan’s heart was completely captivated.
Before meeting Shen Ran, Xu Chengan was a nihilistic teenager just getting by.
He was a child stolen by Xu Jiagang, growing up in a complex alleyway. Xu Jiagang was addicted to alcohol and gambling, and would beat his wife and children when drunk.
His foster father was a bastard, and his foster mother knew nothing but crying. In such an environment, Xu Chengan had long been warped.
Xu Jiagang drowned in the river when Xu Chengan was thirteen, supposedly by accident. But it wasn’t an accident – Xu Chengan had pushed him in.
Chen Jing was ruthless then, showing no mercy in tormenting the male lead’s childhood to set up the sweetness of the main characters later. Unfortunately, she had just finished tormenting him and hadn’t yet gotten to the sweet part before the story failed…
