“Yes, I know,” Jin Yu replied, noticing Su Xi’s flushed cheeks and youthful complexion.
“Then you…” Su Xi lowered his eyes, uncertain. “You’re coming tonight…”
“I came to check,” Jin Yu said, glancing around the room. “How’s your body? Are you still… in pain?”
Su Xi’s face warmed. “Not anymore.”
“How’s Xiao Lian?”
Su Xi looked at Jin Yu gratefully. “Much better. He hasn’t fainted in six months. Thank you for saving him.”
“That’s good,” Jin Yu replied, looking at the candle’s flicker. “But you should have a doctor check him periodically.”
“Yes, I know,” Su Xi’s eyes grew moist. “Thank you.”
“Also have the doctor check your body. Winter is coming; take care of yourself.”
“I know,” Su Xi said, tears welling up. Without her, he and Xiao Lian might not have survived.
Su Xi heard a comment from the inner room and wanted to stop Xiao Lian but felt unsure about facing Miss Jin.
If Xiao Lian was stopped, she might say even more embarrassing things, and then what would he do?
Hearing the door close, Su Xi sat helplessly by the bed, tightly gripping his clothes. Although they had been intimate before, his heart pounded heavily each time, and his face burned. As a male prostitute, he aimed to please his patron without appearing vulgar. Nevertheless, during intimate moments, he felt an uncontrollable heat.
Jin Yu walked in from outside, lighting a red candle in the inner room. The candlelight illuminated Su Xi’s delicate face, creating a blush and flickering light in his eyes. Jin Yu quietly watched him in the shifting glow.
Seeing Jin Yu enter, Su Xi’s long eyelashes trembled. He stood to undress, revealing his exquisite collarbone. He shivered as he approached to help Jin Yu undress, fully aware of his role in serving his patron.
Jin Yu embraced him, wrapping around his slender waist and placing him on the bed, pulling the blanket to keep him warm.
Meeting Su Xi’s confused gaze, Jin Yu kissed his red lips and gently asked, “Did you eat enough just now?”
Su Xi hesitated, recalling how little he had eaten out of embarrassment. He softly answered, “I’m full…”
“Are you… ready?” Jin Yu’s voice was gentle, her eyes revealing little of her true emotions.
Su Xi’s face heated up, his long eyelashes trembling, hiding his autumn-like eyes. Previously, he would undress her as she gently took him, then it became more intense, sometimes pinning him to the bed, moving roughly, both of them moaning and gasping.
Seeing Su Xi silent, Jin Yu loosened her hold, still gentle. “If you’re not feeling well, we’ll stop today.” Even her cold heart softened at Su Xi’s beautiful appearance, and she wouldn’t force him if he was unwell.
Surprisingly, Su Xi looked up in shock, tears in his eyes. Closing his eyes, he leaned forward and kissed her cheek, then lay beneath her, face flushed, eyelashes trembling. “I, I’m fine…”
Jin Yu thought Su Xi was trying to avoid displeasing her as her fingers traced his delicate collarbone, lingering on his tender shoulders. “It’s okay if you’re not feeling well.” Although her monthly desires had passed, she still wanted him, wanting to merge with him. She avoided contemplating the reason, believing that by not thinking about it, it would cease to exist.
Su Xi’s eyes filled with tears, his voice choked, “I’m fine, really fine…”
“Really?” Jin Yu asked, her eyes already filled with desire.
Shaking his head gently, he said, “Really fine.”
Jin Yu no longer hesitated, bending to kiss the tears at the corner of his eye. She kissed along his brow, cheeks, and finally his red, warm lips.
Su Xi shed more tears, but from happiness. He felt her kisses and gentleness. Even though he was a male prostitute despised by society, he was still a delicate man capable of craving warmth. Even if it was just a little, he was satisfied and happy that one person cared for him.
Jinyu’s hand lingered on his shoulder and collarbone, sliding into the collar of his inner garment, gliding along the scorching skin, reaching a touch of red at his chest, pinching and twisting, while the other hand caressed from his face down to his neck, stroking alternately light and heavy, continuous moans escaping Suxi’s mouth, soft and numbing, chaotic and heart-stirring……
Jinyu’s hot lips wandered on Suxi’s smooth skin, moist and warm, sucking at his neck and leaving traces of red, licking the throat’s moving part, gently biting, instantly causing Suxi to emit a prolonged, seductive moan that softened Jinyu, a hot surge rising within him……
Suxi and Jinyu’s (censored)
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Suxi had always lived humbly, with a voice in his heart constantly reminding him that he was just an an chang, a despised an chang. Even though his male reputation was long gone, he hoped the woman he loved would think slightly better of him, not find him completely worthless. Therefore, in intimate matters, he would never take the initiative, afraid that even a slight movement would make Jinyu think he was that kind of (censored) man. Thus, during their most intimate moments, his hands always gripped the bedding, not daring to touch Jinyu, with Jinyu always being the one on top of him…
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One stormy night, Su Xi was burning with a high fever when Jin Yu arrived. Despite his condition, he attempted to care for her, but she sensed something was wrong and took him to the medical hall. Luckily, they addressed his fever quickly. That night coincided with her river crab festivities, but she chose not to seek other men, instead, she spent the night in the rain to suppress her emotions. The following morning, she developed a fever and remained bedridden for over half a month. She was worried about Su Xi’s fragile health and sent caregivers to tend to him, listening for updates on his condition from her bed.
Having not seen her for over half a month and anxious about her, Su Xi could not approach her due to his low status. He recognized the societal contempt directed at him, which made him more cautious in intimate matters, hoping to earn her respect despite being viewed as worthless.
Xiao Lian crouched outside, blushing as he hugged a pillow, confused by the heat in his face whenever he heard certain sounds from inside. Each time the woman came at night, his brother made heart-stirring sounds.
Curious about what was happening, Xiao Lian stood up, trying to peek through the cracks. When the door gently opened, Jin Yu raised her eyebrows slightly.
Nervously hugging the pillow, Xiao Lian pushed open the door and entered. The sounds inside grew clearer and more alluring, making him wonder if the captivating voice truly belonged to his brother.
As he entered, he noticed shadowy figures flickering in the candlelight and a river crab atmosphere filling the room.
Jin Yu sensed someone had entered and guessed it was Xiao Lian, but her attention remained fixed on Su Xi, her movements quickening. Her past experiences ensured she maintained a degree of alertness, almost instinctively.
Su Xi’s eyes were misty and confused, unaware of what had just happened.
Accompanying Jin Yu’s movements, he intermittently made heart-stirring sounds, causing Jin Yu to lean down, “Su Xi, hold me tight…”
Xiao Lian stood up, still holding a pillow, and peered through the gap into the room, unable to see them, wondering if she could sneak in to take a look.
The door was gently opened, Jing Yu’s eyebrows slightly raised.
Xiao Lian pushed open the room door and went in. Inside, the sounds were louder, more enticing. Xiao Lian nervously hugged the pillow tightly, swallowing—was this really her brother’s voice? How could his voice be so heart-stirring? It must be a mistake.
