No matter what kind of nightmare, don’t wake up, it’s actually very beautiful.
The sun was still rising, the day always wants to be cold.
Song Ruoruo suddenly lost her voice in an increasingly dense movement, turning to sit up. Her chest rose and fell, her eyes with light dots, she spent about a few minutes before slowly calming down, she saw Jia Jia, but showed no expression, she dragged her foot on the ground to touch the slippers, almost flying out.
She turned a circle in the laboratory, unable to stop. She even opened the heating rack on the windowsill to look, as if Su Se was in that rack.
“Where is he?” She finally came to Jia Jia’s face.
Jia Jia asked: “What did you dream about?”
“I don’t want to. Da Qing early said dreams are not good. Tell me where he is?”
“On duty. We’re leaving.”
“Today is Sunday.”
Yes, today is Sunday.
From today, it will not be the same as before.
Song Ruoruo didn’t get an answer, she stared deeply at the summer, and then left.
She was heading towards the attached hospital.
Jia Jia didn’t stop. He could only follow up.
Jia Jia’s actions were inconvenient, he tried to speed up his pace, but was powerless, every step he dragged on the ground, just like when a sports trainee was tied with a small sandbag during high jump training. He couldn’t walk a few steps before losing balance, but he kept going without stopping, stumbling to that floor when he might have passed a long time ago, because Song Ruoruo was holding a donation white form in her hand, and Wang Huizhang was beside her.
Wang Yizhen’s hand held a pen, and Jiang Yue’s movements were slow, but he still took the pen, his eyes scanning around, looking for a place where he could write. This summer, he pulled Jiang Yue close, continuously pulling him into the operating room. He closed the door and pressed Jiang Yue against the edge of the operating table.
“Look carefully, you see this face, this body,” Summer walked to another side and sat down, “Now I’ll tell you what will happen to him after donation. Generally, the body will be soaked in formalin solution for two to three years before being used for dissection. For a fresh body, it first needs to inject the formalin solution into the blood vessels through pressure, achieving blood and protein fixation, otherwise it would easily rot. Then soak in formalin solution, and the skin color gradually turns pale. If used immediately for dissection, blood and protein fixation would be incomplete, easily rotting, and not suitable for medical observation. After the preservation work is completed, the body will be placed in the body library’s formaldehyde pool, stored for several years, and later retrieved with a large ladle.
The Fuerma pool typically has a removable lid, with bodies soaked in 10% concentration formalin solution. When dissection experiments occur, they remove the lid, place the body in a specimen bag, push it into a vehicle, and directly send it to the laboratory.
Next is dissection. The systematic dissection proceeds because system dissection is merely observational. If encountering a local dissection, it would be students cutting with knives. What kind of knife? Scalpels, bone saws, all are used. The knife is used for peeling, likely not fine enough to remove the shallow fascia. Scissors might accidentally cut delicate nerves. Bone saws are used when opening the skull.
Jia Zhu stopped, observing Song Yanru’s expression. Jiang Yue was just looking at Su Se’s face.
Jia Zhu opened Su Se’s clothes, slightly pulling them apart, and gently traced the lock on the operating table with his fingers.
“There are three incision methods. One vertical cut, T-shaped knife method, and cross knife method. Then use the knife to pull the skin from below the neck to the entire abdomen, like cutting an egg, cutting along the skin deeply. After cutting, spread the flesh, exposing bones and blood vessels. Then remove internal organs, use a small knife to cut the throat, remove the central bones, lungs and heart are exposed, now it’s a piece of bloody flesh. Later, from the lower abdomen, pull out stomach, intestines, reproductive organs, including testicles. Finally, retrieve the brain. Pull the scalp back, cover his face, expose the skull. Removing the skull requires two doctors to pull back, separating a tendon, and using forceps, also using tweezers, but lightly to avoid damaging brain tissue. After removing all internal organs, then suture, resembling a complete human form. You still remember that small pig used for fire? I don’t believe two doctors can be more skilled than Su Se.”
Song Yanru stretched out his hand to touch, and there was a small wound on the left side of the operating table, like a so-called “grass print”, but more severe than a grass print, as if it was torn out.
Jia Zhu asked, “Are you still deciding to sign?”
Song Yanru shook his head extremely dramatically.
The scene was similar to that night by the Yangtze River a decade ago.
Song Yanru sat alone in the bathroom, washing and changing clothes. She refused to let anyone enter, watching the door vigilantly, ready to report any unusual activity.
The nurse said nothing, holding the syringe without moving.
Time passed for a long time. She only allowed entry by breaking the door.
The ward staff hurriedly pushed the trolley to the fire door. Song Yanru did not obstruct them. She let people pull it open, and she just watched as Wu Zao was lifted from the trolley and placed on a metal bed. The bed smoothly slid into the flesh door, the door opened, the bed sank down, and the door closed.
The ward staff pressed the electric bell.
This action seemed to trigger all of Wu Zao’s potential injuries. She finally let out a desperate cry: “Don’t burn him, let me take another look! Let me take another look!”…
The nurse held Wu Zao tightly, preventing her from rushing towards the flesh door. She seemed about to use her hand to open the oven door and then jump in herself.
She was already irrational, groping in the summer heat. Suddenly she couldn’t make a sound, her throat seemed to be strangled by something. She became a mute, with only a silhouette, completely voiceless. The small observation window could see the fierce light, much like fire piercing the sky.
That night, she asked if we would not separate. He said okay.
She pressed her seal on his chest, now turned to ash.
Song Yanru continued to be confused for several days. She was in a dazed and awake state. Lying on the bed, holding the syringe that Wu Zao had dropped, her face was always buried in Wu Zao’s clothes. When the hard clothes were soaked wet, she would change to another dry place to continue burying herself, and finally the entire set of clothes was completely wet. She would then pick up Wu Zao’s remaining clothes and continue to bury her face. The nurse was responsible for watching her. The nurse was very dedicated, even going to pour water and retreat, occasionally looking back.
Every few hours, she would use a spoon to feed Song Yanru water. If Song Yanru did not open her mouth, she would force her two teeth.
The nurse stayed in the living room. Zhai Bei would come down every day, and Zhai Bei’s foundation would arrange everything on that side, feeling at ease.
The investigation looked unusual: How could the summer do this? Zhai Bei did not care about the summer, but instead watched Song Yanru with the nurse.
Her danger period was very long, and no one knew how long it would last. All we could do was watch her.
The nurse said Song Yanru had not washed for several days and should wash. Zhai Bei called the investigation to come, and the investigation did not push back.
